You need to start living for God. I am unapologetic about being straight forward about this. You need to let him in. He’ll fill the holes. You’ll sleep. Actually sleep; feel rested like you never have before. You need to stop running. You need to stop minimizing and attempting to discredit him. You are hurting him. He created you, and the way you are living breaks his heart. Not because of the decisions you make, but because of the hurt and the emptiness YOU are experiencing as a result of those choices. When you hurt, he hurts more. When you feel alone and thrown aside and not appreciated or cared for, he feels all that too and is devastated because that is not the kind of life he created you for.
The things you are looking for; companionship, (True, constant, loyal, and unchanging companionship) passion, (Unwavering drive and excitement, a goal that fulfills you and moves you forward) purpose, (A knowing that YOU are the solution and contributor to a certain and specific SOMETHING, that you are not here to simply take up space and then disappear) and acceptance. (The knowing, and never doubting, that you are valued, cared for, loved, in spite of anything you might do intentionally or unintentionally to sabotage it) These are things you will never truly experience in full unless you acknowledge the one who created them as YOUR creator.
And the SECOND you acknowledge that he is who he says he is, you give him permission to come into your life and begin to work. To fill that which was once empty. To heal that which was once damaged. To reclaim that which was once abandoned. To restore what was destroyed. To comfort what was hurt. To breathe life into the parts of you that feel lifeless.
I ache for you to experience this life. I was so badly for you to know this fullness. An existence free of doubt, torment, fatigue, loneliness, and helplessness. That is the kind of life I long for you to experience. But my longing pales in comparison to God’s.
He would do ANYTHING for you to be able to live this way. In fact; he already has. And now the only thing standing in between the awe inspiring God and the life he desperately wants you to have, is you.
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About Me
- Jessica Isaak
- I am currently traveling across Canada with Beautiful Unique Girl. It's a conference type deal that goes across the country speaking to girls about their beauty, self-confidence, protecting this beauty, walking in freedom, and living with purpose. I am a speaker and a musical artist on this tour. I started writing this blog to keep in touch with some of my friends who are overseas, and some who are back at home, and keep whoever cares generally updated with what's going on on the road.
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